8.4.95 15.30 Philip's cafe (Wie Katoen)

        acceptance of goodevil
                (as needing one)
                (except for reason)
and anti-authority, and yet... ?
his opening re Verse
      'and justifie the wayes of God to men' 
                and his essay re divorce
       and the politics of revolution (lost) 
and his resolve to write in English

and abjuring of Battles for a sublime
and how can this (moral) dimension, or presence, 
      risk making e of e into such?
and reanimate my life? 
and even Ricks (or because Ricks) reveals it 
I feel completely invigorated again, 
      as when I found Philip's place.