8.4.95 15.30 Philip's cafe (Wie Katoen)

        acceptance of goodevil
                (as needing one)
                (except for reason)
and anti-authority, and yet... ?
his opening re Verse
      'and justifie the wayes of God to men' 
                and his essay re divorce
       and the politics of revolution (lost) 
and his resolve to write in English

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in the language of the people, not academic Latin

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and abjuring of Battles for a sublime
and how can this (moral) dimension, or presence, 
      risk making e of e into such?
and reanimate my life? 
and even Ricks (or because Ricks) reveals it 
I feel completely invigorated again, 
      as when I found Philip's place.