8.4.95 15.30 Philip's cafe (Wie Katoen)

and abjuring of Battles for a sublime
and how can this (moral) dimension, or presence, 
      risk making e of e into such?
and reanimate my life? 

I feel completely invigorated again, 
      as when I found Philip's place.

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5.12.95
And as I pause after typing this I still feel some of that excitement. The feeling that, for all its apparent Christianity, Milton's way of writing is for me, as for it has been for many, more true than is almost any writing, except perhaps Shakespeare's.

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As a way to exist.