Pub in Well Walk, 90p, for iced water, just to sit down and write this

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I pause to draw breath

(was I withholding it as I wrote and if so that suggests I was writing far too hurriedly, as if racing time) and to drink some more of this incredibly cool and mild lemon water, for that's what it is, or how I prefer now to describe it.

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the main point, at last:

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it is that I can imagine (if for instance I follow the whole series of
these broadcasts) being able gradually to build up a new kind of awareness,
composed of conscious imagery, of all my body   systems and parts,
each-to-each co-operating (and here for the first time I understand that
word, as "operating in conjunction") to underlie (no not just underlie but
to be ) my worldly presence. Apart that is from the spiritual one which
they (my body parts) collectively communicate all the time, even while I
sleep, or even in photographs, or even in what remains after death, which
brings me back, does it not, to this skeleton, within.

(c) john chris jones 1995